I’m just drained right now, you know?
Physically, mentally, emotionally.
Stayed up all night pouring my heart and guts out, purging things I didn’t even think were still in me. Letting myself be vulnerable.
Doesn’t change anything though.
I need this dreary day to feel sorry for myself. I just need one more day to lie in bed and think about everything I could have done.
And then I promise I’m going to start figuring it all out. Going to pull myself together tomorrow.
