30 Day Challenge Day 12

Things You Want to Say to an Ex

HAHAHAHA welcome to the week where I’ve been doing nothing BUT saying stuff to an ex. Why do you think I haven’t been sleeping? I’m not sure there’s anything left for me to say, any song left I can direct to…all I can do is keep my head up and try to be ok with whatever happens. 

Somehow this veered way off topic.

The point is, there is one ex I’ve been trying to get through to. The rest I either keep a fairly amicable relationship with, or I don’t really talk to. 

So how about I post to Andrew T, who broke my heart in 2003, but who 8 years later has been one of my main support lines, even if we often have a tumultuous friendship. He’s called me on my shit, and has also picked me up at 1am to make me chocolate tart at his work when I’m depressed. Now he’s in Australia and has met the girl he will probably marry and I am very happy for him, because if anyone deserves this, it’s him and I really do look forward to meeting her. I owe him so much. I think he reads this (although it’s the middle of the night where he is right now so he won’t see it for awhile) so I just want to say that Andrew, thank you, and I hope one day I can repay you for everything you’ve done for me. I know I can be a pain in your ass but I do it out of love. You’re the hardest working person I know, and I admire you for it. Thank you for letting me claw my way back into your life after we broke up. I still owe you shortbread.